senyum

I’m thinking lot of things that have been going on. For sure, I’m thinking of you. They were flashbacks mostly. I remembered our moments, silly moments when you really want me to smile again. your jokes, your first true story and then we changed to each other. the way how much i love 'sambal' and the way i hate your 'bawang goreng' but sometimes we still eat that for no reason. I still had a good hard laugh remembering that.

The iTunes was on the shuffle mode.
The playlist was good, it was rather too good.

Anyway, how are you? i've been worse and i've been better. it's alright. alright..
I miss my energy booster on my lazy morning and love to wake you up every morning.
I remembered the day when we had the conversation about random things. And how you reacted to it, the un-ordinary you which was like receiving a nice pat on the back when i painted black my mind. A Big smile. A very big smile.

I’m missing you that for sure.
Would you pick up that phone and speak nothing to me?
Let me hear yours speak right to my heart.
Hold me near and let the crowd drown.
All I want is your smile saying that you’ll never leave me.

I know you’ll always be there for me, right?
All I want is your smile saying that you’ll never leave me.

Yes, right now, your big warm hug will save me.
I guess.

I hope this note will find you, somehow.